Day 11: i wont give up

<p>I failed. I didnt write on my blog for 3 days . Been occupied with family events , euro cup n the stress from thesis. It's depressing to reas students end their lives cause of workload n stress. ( Just read about a taiwanese girl that left a note saying she ain't brave enough). i constantly stress myself out with thesis but .honestly after these two months no one will even remember my topic

Note to self: stay calm n focus

Day 8 : 勉強

why force someone to do things they dont want , that person will just be in a bad mood. I hateeeee it when people force me or says things to me n leaving me with no choice. This feeling of being trapped , binded , no freedom are all occuring now . And it reminded why i wanna move to a new place. My parentd need to understand we're not them , nothing like them and guilt tripping us will just push us further away from home.

Day 7: sleepy

Gonna keep this short
Just had a presentation with ll n c , had good feedback but ll  attitude towards some students was def degrading!!!!!!!! makes me dislike him even more

On another hand my niece is gettng cuter

Day 6: appreciation

I just read my past blogs and it seems like ive been pretty pessimistic about life , so today im gonna try to be optimistic and write down things im grateful for,
Im happy i don't have to worry about money and bills.
Im happy i get to see my niece later for lunch.
Im thankful for being a masters student n challenging myself.
Im grateful to have my friends n family by my side , love getting a bunch of text everyday
.. I shall do my hw in a happy mood today n see what i get :)

note to self: be optimistic

Day 5: waiting

On average how much time do people spend waiting for either a person , an email , a text or a phone call? Hk is such a fast paced city and i always thought people r fast , efficient n productive. But surprisly my experience in hk Hasn't been like that. I think i spend a lot of time waiting, whether its  a friend or a program to load ...

note to self : be patient

Day 4: such a waste of time

Our teacher wants to publish a book on podium malls , however he forgot we (the students ) all have different skills . He shouldve made the requirement clear from the beginning not every 2weeks . Wasted soooo much time on this three credit class :(

Day 3: dreams...

Even though i slept for 8 hours last night, it felt like i didn't sleep at all. I've been having bad quality of sleep for the past week. Bad quality of sleep = 2 hour nap in the afternoon. I dont know what happened to me. I used to be SO PRODUCTIVE in the afternoon, but now i work best at night 2-5am..which I HATE.

Goal of the month: to fix my schedule.

Time to take my niece to the pool. Fat burning time for me :) 

Day 2: Passion?

Didn't do anything exciting today either than taking my cute niece to Starbucks. She's in love with my mouse,  she likes to throw it on the floor -_- we call her baby hulk now cause she screams A LOT.

So i'm supposed to submit some stuff to Ivan (my thesis supervisor) by 10pm but I haven't done anything. I  often question myself how passionate I am about this field. If i was passionate about urban design, about my thesis topic, i wouldn't be stressed right? I think about my thesis, my diagrams every night and it gives me a headache. Sometimes i wish I had a clear direction of where my life is heading towards or what I'm actually passionate about. I made a decision a year ago to study, to get my masters... no turning back I'm just 8 weeks away!!! MUST STAY FOCUS.

On the other hand : tickets booked to OSAKA :) Can't wait to travel in 23 days! and let the count down begin :)

Currently listening to: 一事無成 . . .

P.S can someone teach me how to follow other blogs?